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How To Drown

by Shutterings

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1.
How To Drown 04:04
caught in a wave i musta thought about it everyday you tried so hard but now i cant look away how to drown in someone look at us now were searching for things that will never be found i hear your voice but i cant make out a single sound how to drown in someone passing through a portal where i once stayed you told me it would never be this easy again i try to feel my lungs but theyre all filled up you never hear it coming even when it builds up
2.
Kirbstomp 03:27
Silence has no place in her heart because she cannot contain the beckoning call and the growling always reflected in her refrain she directs the flow of all that she knows cuz she only feels the pain we just dont know where she will go because shell be screaming until it strains
3.
Cacao Tree 05:36
fingers wrapped around your curls cuz i just cant keep them to myself the lingering stare you cast upon my eyes i crave and might need to seek some help delicious pigment sinful skin i can pick you right off of a cacao tree even though you talk it down you wont understand how much you mean to me i would give my life for you could you feel the same perhaps should i try to be more receptive even when you turn your back the way your body moves like a paradigm shift always ratchet and unkept because your never in line with it bastard tactics that always keep me on edge i will make sure you will never get the best of me again i would give my life for you could you feel the same perhaps should i try to be more receptive even when you turn your back
4.
they say that im always causing problems but i dont understand living under constant but i dont reprimand talkin hella strange when youre never in line pieces of yourself project onto me all the time never would i do that never would i break it down to something so simple as taking off your crown runnin around on the same streets you do i never had a doubt im making you scared because of all the transgressions that you hold within yourself so much to say and so little value not afraid of the truth by any means but i am when its about you talkin hella strange when youre never in line pieces of yourself project onto me all the time never would i do that never would i break it down to something so simple as taking off your crown runnin around on the same streets you do i never had a doubt im making you scared because of all the transgressions that you hold within yourself
5.
Abide 05:22
it can happen like flipping a coin wealthy in the mental but poor physical joints basic aspirations grinded bones into dust solemnly repeating all the patience with trust i took my time to make sure that you were never a burden burned out incinerated all the lessons learned i make my case in point because my logic is flawed now ill take my time to make sure that it leaves me profound solace and rebirth are constant pains of mine" you think rest is coming but the nights wont abide you try to replace it but you only come to find that you wont be embraced again in this life tried and defeated im glad you said it when you did i didnt know what you needed but now it somewhat makes sense like a fire started it cant depart until everything is swallowed desired when its ever so full but deserted leaving me hollow i took my time to make sure that you were never a burden burned out incinerated all the lessons learned i make my case in point because my logic is flawed now ill take my time to make sure that it leaves me profound solace and rebirth are constant pains of mine" you think rest is coming but the nights wont abide you try to replace it but you only come to find that you wont be embraced again in this life
6.
wasting away the cuts and the burns cuz they stifle all the progress sloshing around covered in blood because you thought you could be lawless why must it be so complicated when you try to talk to me complacent and so based in the smoldering recovery you spent your days giving and giving and giving to those who dont care if you were dead or still living you will find no love in these arms you spat them out like bones it will take a whole lot of time before you ever atone pulsating flesh discarded ways to pat yourself on the back you still find a way to keep them from the trap why must it be so complicated when you try to talk to me complacent and so based in the smoldering recovery you spent your days giving and giving and giving to those who dont care if you were dead or still living you will find no love in these arms you spat them out like bones it will take a whole lot of time before you ever atone
7.
Reveries 05:28
day sets into dusk and settles right into darkness the web thats woven only shows me that the bite will be harmless icefall will cover my skin and i will become a preserved carcass i could live a thousand lives in your eyes and still feel cathartic why is it a trip to ever think you could end up grasping your loves hand amongst the dust never giving in to let it rust why do i do this to myself when i know what it wont make sense to keep the peace because you never wanted that from me smoke signals around your head i should have noticed sooner always oblivious to me the words i speak have never been truer jealously consumes me even though i dont have a place to be angry reveries still looming because what i want is not meant to be taking chances with my time always present but never here faking all the movements and the smiles just to descend into fear tracing fingers on your skin so akin to the life that i wanted steer now im breaking trysts shaking fist i just wanted to be the only thing you needed why is it a trip to ever think you could end up grasping your loves hand amongst the dust never giving in to let it rust why do i do this to myself when i know what it wont make sense to keep the peace because you never wanted that from me smoke signals around your head i should have noticed sooner always oblivious to me the words i speak have never been truer jealously consumes me even though i dont have a place to be angry reveries still looming because what i want is not meant to be
8.
i feel calm i feel collected sip the poison with you while you protect me skin covered in scars blackened tattered clothess blackened nights you light all up like stars and it burns to hold you close sleepless nights just to hear you breathe patience practiced but theres no need were stuck in quarantine but theres no place that id rather be isolated love you give me peace despite your pain isolated love in my arms you will remain

about

About a year ago, myself, Jude, Izzy, Chris and Topher hit the road on tour. Several issues popped up after months of planning but we were still able to go up and down the East Coast together on an incredible experience. Those 10 days we spent together were one of the best times we collectively ever had. Despite sitting in a two seat van with five band members, we somehow made every show, had a blast, got even closer, and never had a negative moment.
Afterwards, everything fell apart for us in our own ways. A cycle of pain stretching from substance abuse, a near fatal car crash, manic depression, barely scraping by, emotional turmoil, trying to make shit work.. the list goes on. We each felt as though we were drowning.
Fast forward to now. We’ve grown from that time in our own ways. Sobriety, introspective growth, breaking free from massive manic states, adjusted career paths, adapting to a more stable lifestyle, and physical recovery.
With all this said, that’s why our new record is called “How To Drown”. We were set on this name before recording finalized. It’s a reflection on how all that bad shit in life gets to such a point you feel like you can’t even breath and want it all to just consume you. All that anger, that pain, that suffering that leaves scars of progress was poured into every song on this album.
In the next few weeks, we’ll be releasing the title track of the album as the first single, alongside a few other surprises. We’re so excited to show y’all the best iteration of Shutterings to date.
Thanks for being here on this wild journey, and we’ll see you guys soon.
PS: shout-out to the eternal homie @averymuether for designing the album cover and encapsulating everything this record meant to us while writing it. Please support their art because they’re not just insanely talented they’re also a wonderful human being.

credits

released November 6, 2020

izzy - guitar, synth, keyboard, vocals, recording and mixing
jude - bass, vocals, recording
tony - saxophone
chris - drums

pedro mancillias - mixing and mastering

avery muether - album artwork

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Shutterings Asheville, North Carolina

a personal reflection of my being, my brain, and my heart.
all songs written and recorded at home.
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topher shepard - keys
jude corbin - bass/harmonies
chris semsey - drums
izzy rollz - guitar/vox/lyrics
anthony armenio - sax man
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